Thank you

I can never tell you enough how grateful I am to have you in my life. I never cease to be amazed at what a genuinely kind person you are. I am so lucky to have your love and I want you to know that I will always cherish our relationship. I will always strive to make you know that you are loved.
This Christmas was hard in some ways. I want you here. I feel wrong celebrating without you. It has helped alot being able to see you the last few nights. I love that we will see each other in the morning. I am also happy that we will have our own Christmas when you get home. I look forward to many Christmases in our future where we won't have any distance between us.
I want you to know that having you in my life makes me feel less alone. For the first time since my Mom passed away, I feel like I have a family again. That I am part of a family,not the only one responsible for the family unit. For the first time I don't feel the entire weight of responsibility on my shoulders. I trust you.
I have loved seeing you play games with the kids and hang out with them too. We are going to have so much fun. Thank you for understanding them and showing your kindness and love to them too. I will never forget the night of our first "date" when I looked over at you, our eyes met and you smiled at me about them teasing us. I knew then that you could love us. That you did. That you were just enjoying their company. I have never had anyone enjoy them as much as I have.
I am off to bed. I am excited that we are one day closer to the move. Even though I have a list a mile long, I am so happy it is coming so fast.
I love you, Sugar. More today than yesterday. Thank you for loving me. I am enternally grateful. Tonight my tears are of joy. That I have you to love.