I confess my secret love

I LOVE Conan unbelievable amounts. When we go to New York lets look him up. I would be in heaven eating bagels and having coffee with him. I am not responsible for anything spontaneously coming out of your orifices.

This is a little embarrassing

I want you to know how much I love our conversations. I like that I can tell you everything and even though sometimes you make me talk about things I would rather not, I appreciate that I can be honest with you and it won't change how you feel about me. I feel safe to just be myself. Something that I thought I would never be brave enough to do again. I am serious about still wanting to talk on the phone sometimes even after you live here. I don't want to lose that time that we spend on the phone. I don't want to all of a sudden stay up late watching stupid talk shows on tv when there is still so much that we don't know about each other. I never want to fall asleep without telling you goodnight and that I love you. It will just be nice when that can come after some loving and be followed by a kiss and a snuggle into your arms. xoxoxoxo

**only 11 more days!!!!

45% of the 34%

This is just a small hint of what I did to myself today. You get all of it when I get there. Just for you! The freckle is on the side by my belly. I love that freckle because it told me how to put my undapants on right when I was a wee little girl. I matched the tag up to my spot.

I am thinking that this will make you smile. I get a kick out of it!

I need to let you know some things.

These are some of the references that come up in our conversations and jokes. I thought it was best to prepare you.




This one comes up alot.




Beware the milky pirate!!

I hear it's your birthday! Well, happy birthday to ya!

I wish I could be there to wake you up with kisses and coffee and birthday muffins, complete with a candle!

I want you to know that this is the last birthday we spend apart. In the future I would love to always plan a get-a-way for the time between our birthdays. Whether it be for the weekend, the week, or the entire 13 days. I don't want gifts. I just want time with you. That is the most valuable thing to me!

I am going to tackle you right here.

In front of God and everybody I am going to run into your arms and kiss your sweet, sweet face. I hope you are ready for me!!! 23 more days!

Can you spot the non-words?

I can not wait until you are here so I can beat you at Scrabble! But, I know that you are so smart and will give me a run for my money. I look forward to so many fun nights with you and the kids, just hanging out. Playing games or watching movies (you will teach us alot of classics).