This is a little embarrassing

I want you to know how much I love our conversations. I like that I can tell you everything and even though sometimes you make me talk about things I would rather not, I appreciate that I can be honest with you and it won't change how you feel about me. I feel safe to just be myself. Something that I thought I would never be brave enough to do again. I am serious about still wanting to talk on the phone sometimes even after you live here. I don't want to lose that time that we spend on the phone. I don't want to all of a sudden stay up late watching stupid talk shows on tv when there is still so much that we don't know about each other. I never want to fall asleep without telling you goodnight and that I love you. It will just be nice when that can come after some loving and be followed by a kiss and a snuggle into your arms. xoxoxoxo

**only 11 more days!!!!